I must admit she was really good this time.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Heidi Montag, Promise She's Better This Time!
I must admit she was really good this time.
Megan Fox Says
This is what she said in an interview after being rated as the sexiest woman alive.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Announcement
Mark your calendars!
Girlfriend - Boyfriend Thing
Another lame gossip i could ever buzz.
Suri Cruise hottest Celebabies
How old is Catwoman?
Sunday, August 24, 2008
King Of Pranks : Zac Efron
Friday, August 22, 2008
Katie and Suri
Wanted BFF
8-week Married Life
They've been dating for several years. Been engaged for 18 months. And married for 8 week. Wow with the statistics. Chris Kattan and Sunshine Tutt split up after their 8 - week married life.
Gwen Stefani New Baby
Twin Boys for Ricky Martin
George Clooney Gave Her A Car
Thursday, August 21, 2008
What David Archuleta?
Where's David Cook? Haven't heard of him for awhile.
S for Serena
Ms. Blake Lively the chic Serene of Gossip Girl was having a second shot of her movie the Sisterhood of the 'Traveling Pants' . The sequel of this movie will be on theater soon. She was also looking forward for a more serious role in Rebecca Miller film.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Madonna Disappointed
JLO for Malibu’s Annual Triathlon.
Best of luck to you Mommy Jen!
Peta Hearts Amanda / Amanda Denies Phelps
Fine Ms.Beard whatever you say. Michael Phelps would get any girl she wants this very moment.
Monday, August 18, 2008
PETA Hates Ms. Paltrow
"Gwyneth Paltrow should be ashamed. I can only assume that Paltrow either is ignorant of the facts or lacks human decency and compassion. We’ve written to her many times, and sent her videos showing how animals suffer for fur, but have never received a response. Apparently her beauty really is only skin deep. Gwyneth Paltrow won’t be the apple of her daughter’s eye if she continues to flaunt fur. It’s a terrible example to set for a young child." - Mark Glover, director of Respect for Animals
Phil Collins : Rich Enough to Set Records
He paid Orianne Cevey (ex-wfie) $46.76 million for their divorce settlement. It was the biggest divorce settlement in Britain.
Matilda Rose Ledger Given Big Shot Gifts
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Madonna Happy In Her 50th Birthday
If I turned 50 will i be having those sparkling gift?
Lily Allen Blogging
Wedding Bells
Couple:
Wife: Portia de Rossi , 35
Wife: Ellen DeGeneres, 50
Where: Ellen’s posh $29 million home
When: Yesterday at 6:30PM
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
The sixth Harry Potter film showing was move from November 21, 2008 to July 17, 2009. The buzz is that Daniel Radcliffe part in Equus is the issue. Warner Bros does not want to get into the picture while the Equus is still playing in Broadway. Daniel Radcliffe sexy image will be tame first, before Harry enters the scene.
He Broke It Off
Not another line in from his song, but another for true statement in his life of love. Yes, John Mayer and Jennifer Aniston broke up. There were no third party, only that the spark was not there.
Honey maybe the spark is within me.
Shaquille and Shaunie Together Again
That was so sweet of them.
Michael Phelps A New Record
Saturday, August 16, 2008
I'm Back
Hoping that you're glad that I'm back. Anyway whether you like it or not, happy or irritated - I'll be back. Start dealing with it.
I miss you!! xxxxxoooooxxxxx - Eyebags
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Page Rank Update July 26, 2008
Bloggers start checking your PR!
Is it up or down??
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Peaches, You May Open the Window
She forgot to open the window? That was.. I don't know. I'll just keep my fingers froze over my keyboard. Another socialite bow.
I am not going to kill myself ---> EMO
The web world is affected! Emo Websites will be regulated.
Things are very clear that the government negates with the prospering philosophy of EMO kids --> SUICIDE!
Side swept bangs, bye bye for now. ONLY in RUSSIA.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
This is FUN
About the personality test, I am the INDIVIDUALISTIC DOER!
Sharing.
This may be true for you, just like mine.
1-4 steps then you're done!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
First Love
I've been watching her Music Video over and over again. It made me feel the capital letters REGRET! A Remorse for my FIRST LOVE.
Ebony and Ivory, that's how I call it way back then. A 7 year old playing that stuff looks cute, and that was drilled in my quirky mind. I thought I wanted to look cute, I'm wrong. I wanted more! I greed for the best. It turned out to be an obsession. I don't want to be a part of it, but I wanted it to be a part of me. I don't live for it, but it lives for me!
Then one lousy morning, I decided to.
Just say I won't do it anymore.
That was a recital day for the university, and i just don't feel like performing anymore. I never showed up. I can't even remember, if I felt sorry for my self and my trainer.
What is the reason for dropping that teclado after 8 years of having fun and sweating with it?
I don't know.
Have you ever felt the same thing? Losing your interest for the one that you really love, with no reason at all.
I can't stand regrets, it stinks.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
13th of July
Aside from the price hike of commodities and poverty, Filipinos are still into taboo. It has been part of our culture regardless of the present era. Don't complain that it is already 2008, the elders won't listen to you. Spare your saliva, and avoid dehydration.
Why I am up to this issue?
Simple. I made a call last week for the scheduling of my exam for the month of August. The morning slots for August are all taken, except for August 13. Since I el-ow-vi-ee 13, I booked that date. Come on guys, I'm not an elderly to take hold on that taboo issues.
13th of July- one month before the dooms day!
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Casu Marzu
I am a little curious how this cheese taste like. And I'm excited to try it. If only we have one.
Pretentious
Allow her to master the art of doing things for the sake of doing it.
xoxo - the pretentious eyebags
Monday, July 7, 2008
2000 Bill
Saturday, July 5, 2008
The Gossiping Voice
So who's the truth behind this naughty-licious voice? Who are you Gossip Girl? She was no other than KRISTEN BELL! Yes you read it right. Kristen is GG.
Friday, July 4, 2008
My Hair Needs a Bumble Care
I am fond of cutting my hair the way I want to. As what I have mentioned before, my friends made my fringes. It is a blunt bangs, one week in the making. I think my cousins are getting used to it. They became nicer and respectful with the new fringes of mine. But yesterday, I noticed that my normal hair turns into a dry frizzy one. This is an Emergency 101. I am not that vain in terms of hair aesthetics, but I am worried with my hair health. Maybe this is the effect of the voluminous chemicals I am applying to it. The reason why decided to look for hair care shampoo and conditioner that is mainly made of botanical ingredients.
Ain't Special
I almost forgot...
I almost forgot that I have to make an update for today.
Accidentally overwhelmed.
GG season end episode is wicked. I love you GG.
"B*tches don't just happen, their made" - GG
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Better in Time
My LSS. You're right Brain Fuzz, this song is really good. One of her best-est.
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)
- Leona Lewis
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
When will be the next Page Rank Update?
This 2008, I read from other reports that the first page rank update was last January. Then it was followed by another update last April. Also it has been calculated that Google made the ranking every three months. So according on my personal teeny weeny approximation, the big day will be on JULY!
This month!
**This calculation is solely made by Eyebags, so it does not claim that it is definite. Just a personal thought. You may have your own estimates.
Please leave me a comment of your prediction, when will it be.
Thank you very much!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Friendster
Thanks for reading. I'll be in shape soon.
Monday, June 30, 2008
My Luck: PayPerPost
I Want Eyebags blog was approved by PayPerPost as their new postie. It is a site that provides blog ads where bloggers can earn from it. I was declined in some paid to post sites, and PayPerPost was my luck. What I love with PayPerPost is that it offers numerous opportunities. PayPerPost was not a scam, it was trusted by a lot of bloggers and that makes me feel eager to be a part of it. There's no problem in terms of payments, because it uses Paypal every 30th of the month. Every entry is well compensated in terms of payment.
I started applying for PPP when my friend adjhoice, also a postie from PayPerPost mentioned it to me. This is a blessing, because earlier I'd mentioned that I have to earn money to replace my missing $350 dollars. And this PayPerPost is the answer. All I need is a lot of perseverance and a little bit of luck.
One more thing about PayPerPost is it makes a real and just scrutiny of the blogs who are applying. PayPerPost don't just take it for granted, especially if your blog complies with their requirements. I am looking forward to have more blogger friends while working in PayPerPost.
If you are interested to join, they provide simple steps in registering your account and blog. A thing that I'd learned from them is to work hard to get what I want. Don't worry if your blog is less than 3 or 4 months, you’ll still have the chance. This blog is only 2.5 months old.
It is worth working with PayPerPost.
Apologies
Apologies for the call center agents that i'd been talking to for the past 2 weeks. Maybe I am hard to handle, because I am waiting for almost a month. It was just enough for me to be assertive of what i need. 350$ is a big money, especially if it is converted into peso (almost 15k) - maybe you'll have the idea how irritable i am waiting.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
I am not fine
God please grant me Magic.
Do you believe in Magic?
Friday, June 27, 2008
Suspicious Lines
I am fond of delayed reaction, and rotten news are fresh for me. My only concern with this issue is those sinking, drowning and floating victims. Some of them are found in some beaches where i used to savor the breezy summer wind, and submerged my instantly tanned body.
Brain Fuzz, remember the Caranan beach? Where we spent an overnight swim with some friends? That was one of the spots the corps set.
My cousin who hates seafoods has the valid reason not to eat fishes for now.wehehe.
Bangs or Fringes (whatever we call it)
Aftermath: After a month, my cousins saw me - they hated it. My bangs annoyed them. I annoyed them by doing nothing! magic magic. Anyway its ok, atleast my biological father love it. He's the only one who commented that it looks nice!
New Layout
My old Layout:
thanks!
Im HOME!
Yes you got it right. I'm back in my comfy zone: unlimited internet, blogging all the way, bloghopping forever and ever, ximmy to the verge of limit per day.
Still my financial problem with my Application in Pearson has not yet been settled. I am praying that it will be fixed soon. I am going to wait until tomorrow, and if nothing happens I'll be paying again.
Praying that everything will get into place.
Brain Fuzz - still busy? can i have some torrents? thanks.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Tertius
Now I'm working in this other company where I feel like I'm stealing money from the company. The job is ridiculously easy, we have unfettered internet access and I love everyone in the company. Well, except for this one guy on the 4th floor who happens to be the husband of the company's big boss. Yeah ... that's me. I always manage to pick a fight with someone with a lot of power.
Aside from sleeping when I get back from work, I haven't been doing much. It's off-season for my favorite TV shows. But I have been watching this new one. It's called GREEK and it's kinda fun. Of course nothing can beat Gossip Girl but Greek is an hour of guilty pleasure.
Friday, June 13, 2008
I got my XIMMY!
Monday, June 9, 2008
its been so soo soo
I cannot find any decent and interesting story to tell, for now. I guess this is not unusual for a stressed blogger like Eyebags. Piles of books to be accomplished. I'll start tearing the pages, soaked it under a boiling water, then I'll slowly sip the broth of pages. Yeay!
Hey Brain Fuzz, I need your opinion for the new layout I doodled!
To all passers by, thank you! I'll be wandering blogosphere some other time.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Tired
No more featured unidentified creature for today. This is my limelight. I would like to announce that I am T-I-R-E-D. After the 14hours trip, I am perfectly exhausted. I'll be staying away from home for the whole month of June. To those who will organize a party as a celebration of my absence in
I may not have my own internet connection, but my neighbor does. She's/ He’s too sweet for letting me connect from time to time. I did not ask any permission. Or maybe she/he can't just resist my charm. Right Brain Fuzz??
I am wishing and hoping that my time to time connection will be, for all time!
FYI: Not in hiatus mode.
Tata for now!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Welcome Brain Fuzz
She will be my counter, my critique, my brain extension, my co-blahblah. Let us welcome the fuzziest brain ever existed. Brain Fuzz, my good friend.
Let me call her "B", for she was so persistent of the idea of being Blair Waldorf. Blair was the hottie Queen B, while my "B" is a sizzling princess. Hottie is for the chic, while sizzling is for the food.
My "B" was sweet, sweet, sweet and sweet.
To all David Archuleta's fan out there. Please don't hate my "B". She was just fond of celebrity buzz. "B" was born to be outspoken, and with a body part called "gaydar". I am not sure how's the "gaydar" been working well these times. You know, in time our body-parts wear-off. Our body parts age together with our years of existence. Especially if you are over "S". Are you "B"?
Anyway let me tell you of our common objective for the next 48hours: be a part of the upper east side social elite.
Primus
Mostly, it will just be a comment on a specific post. And if I'm in the mood, I might tell you about my day. Which rarely happens.
iBags is a really good friend of mine. She's fun and really nice in a good way. But she tends to be a little short-sighted sometimes. Consider her post - David Archuleta : Single but not yet interested. For iBags, she was making an observation on the fresh burst of maturity from 17-year old David.
Do you know what I see? I see a young gay boy who's afraid to come out of the closet. Specially with a father like this.
We do agree on some things though. Like movies. Her attempt at cinema critique was amusing. Any person who loved Orfanato has got to be seriously disturbed. Go watch the movie! You'll love it.
But aside from movies, we also have a thing for Gossip Girl. I've loved it since the very first episode. And why not? It's like someone took a camera crew and followed me around. It's SO my life. I would be Blair. :)
'Til next time.
Secundus
Moving on ... just WHAT exactly is gaydar?
Gaydar is that little voice inside your head that tells something is a little wrong and a lot freaky.
Contrary to popular belief, gaydar is not just used to detect any homos in the vicinity. Gaydar is also quite frequently employed in the detection of things that have gone awry.
Ever had a friend who gushed about her new boyfriend, who after 6 months turns out to be a flaming faggot? Gaydar.
The two best friends playing basketball in the school quadrangle and walking towards their lockers locked hand in hand. Yep ... gaydar.
The annoying ex-boyfriend who started out perfect and sweet and ends up like someone fresh off a slasher movie. Say it with me ... gaydar.
Some people are born with gaydar. Some develop it to a usable extent. Some are just so devoid of any faggotry that they can't tell that their boyfriend uses a lot more concealer than they do.
The best way to hone your gaydar is to ... bring out your inner diva. In everything you do, ALWAYS expect the best and demand for excellence. Whether ordering foie gras at your favorite French Resto or buying adobo at your friendly neighborhood carenderia.
Take a deep breath and tell yourself ... "I am a diva and the world will open up its doors to me. I want a lot of stuff and I want them now. Gosh ang init pag umaga. Lord paki off ang sun please!"
XOXO You know you hate me.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Where's My Ass??
heres the photo: Turtle Two Heads No Ass
They're not freaks. They're CUTE. Im just wondering where would be their ass? That would be a big problem.. Maybe it would be somewhere in between them.
Karma vs Karma
The eastern belief of karma is about the power of good deeds. You act good, then you'll have the ow soo good karma. You started being nasty and bit*hy, then you'll be rewarded with bad karma. Simple Arithmetic, and that's all bow.
Western karma is different. It is all about luck, fortune, beyond our human control of things. Well, this made me reminded of the movie Just My Luck. Lindsay Lohan mentioned "karma"in her lines there.
And that's for now, Karma around the globe. *smile
Japaneses Woman Arrested for Living in a Closet
A 57 year old woman live in a man's closet for almost a year. She was reported to the police after the discovery of the closet's owner. The old woman stayed in the closet unnoticed by the owner. The man became curious because of the disappearance of his stored food inside the fridge.
He set-up a surveillance camera to look for the culprit. And Alas, the woman was then caught by the video camera. She has been also keeping a mattress within the closet.
At the end, it was revealed that the woman was homeless.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
To Blog is To Earn Money
The site is hongkiat.com . It has the list of 26 sites that may pay you to blog. The post was very interesting. I'd lost this on my bookmark, but i tried to look for it again. As a starter blogger like me, I really need this.
I hope this may help you too.
David Archuleta: Single but not yet interested
For him, at the age of 17 - he's not that mature enough to commit in a relationship. Wow that kind of point of view is a sign of maturity. Hey, You're the Man!
So what kind of girl David A. may be attracted in the future? Well an article from OK! Magazine have the list of Archuleta's criteria for his future girl.
Monday, May 26, 2008
David Cook' Girlfriend
Lacey is 20 and David is 25. Perfect age right? Well she was madly in love, according to the write-ups. They've got into each other on their very first meeting. Their personalities foil, and that's how the exciting relationship began.
Well best of luck to their relationship. Girls calm down. Ok?
Stabbed to death, Actor in Harry Potter
After being stabbed, he was still brought to the hospital. The production of Harry Potter was indeed shocked by the incident.
According to the policemen, it was not a gang related fight, but still it had caused death to some young teenagers. To have the full story, you may visit CNN News.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Dandruff Then and Again
At first. I thought dandruff has been existing because of hurried washing of hairs. Not enabling to wash off all the chemicals of shampoo. But hey, it was totally my self proclaimed myth. I am totally wrong. It was then Oil + Bacteria = homy place for Fungus.
So anti-dandruff shampoo were the said to be good in treating this never been unusual problem. And a formula for a homemade treatment solution is being suggested. This recipe is in this link.
Time of My Life
This song was the winning piece of American Idol Songrwriter's Competition, this great gift is created by Regie Hamm. The official winner, instantly became the writer of David Cook's first single.
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
What more I can I say? This is perfectly for Cook. I really love this song.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Pitty on Me
I may be an abusive user, but please don't let me down.
xoxo - You know that i love you.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Penthouse (i want one)
Dreaming is nonrestrictive , so dream high, dream for the best. Just like the World's Sexiest Penthouses. Am I not asking too much? Being on the top, with an extravagant space. A simple entry on my wish list. Very simple, yet hard to make it real. Hmmm.
In time that I have one. I'll flaunt it. In the near future..
The Orfanato
I watched this movie one noontime, after I ate my lunch. It was a brilliant idea to eat before watching the movie. Since I made use of much energy, with my intermittent screaming and struggling on the coach.
It was not the typical type of hell-horror films. It will scares you in a different way. hmmm. Simply created but intricate details were given much attention.
drama + horrifying = perfecto!
here's the official website.
Pans Labyrinth
Well as what I am fond of doing after watching a movie, I then visited the official website. Another wow, nice website Ofelia. Fantastic. I just love how the creator match the value of the movie to its site.
Two thumbs up!
Chick Flicks
Since everyone has the right to do the listing, an article about The 20 Worst Chick Flicks of All Time was created. While I was scrolling the movies, I found some selected films as my former favorites. I laugh at myself after finding out that some of my recommendable movies screwed up on some taste.
It's a matter of taste anyway.
Heavy Feeling
Well how can we say no to death, when our time is over. Nobody knows how, and nobody can. We have our own time, it is just a matter of acceptance. The only thing I can possibly do is follow the step of DABDA. Reality bites, and that's the thing for sure.
Dear friend, it's a goodbye for now. Promise i'll be nice, for me to meet you in heaven. ciao! we'll keep on praying.
ILOVEU.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Cook American Idol Season Winner
A review on what had happened during final night is in here.
Archuleta is also good, but Cook is the mature type of performer - what the viewers were craving for.
I just love this day. I just love Cook.
One more thing David Cook's brother was also my crush.wehehe. can i have both of them? new entries on my wishlist.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Baldy's Blog
It was a bald man, the only person who was having two types of leukemia at the same time. Adrian Sudbury was a reporter who was diagnose of having these leukemia, two days after his promotion in job.
He was campaigning for more bone marrow donors to help those who are in need of bone marrow transplant. Mr. Sudbury explains that bone marrow donation is not that "horrific" as what we thought. And there are several patients around the globe who are needing of our help.
Baldy's Blog was Adrian's Personal Blog.
"As for dying - how can anyone be scared of something that is going to happen to every single one of us?" Adrian Sudbury (Baldy's Blog)
Smoothies vs Teeth
Smoothies has been the regular sips of those who are trying to drop weight and put their body into Twiggy's young size and shape. Health conscious individuals are regularly drinking smoothies, because of its nutritional content.
It has been found out, that the high content of acid and sugar in these drinks damages our teeth's enamel. High sugar content can also precipitate heart problems, respiratory diseases and diabetes.
To prevent the damage on our white sparkling teeth, it was advised to do the brushing before drinking this smoothies, rather than after taking the drink. The whole article is in BBC NEWS.
Holmes in Broadway
It is Mrs. Katie Holmes-Cruise debut in theater. Since this written masterpiece had been always the critics' favorite, is Holmes will be living out with the expectations?
Katie may be once the Hollywood baby. Press was more up to her after being tied up with the gorgeous Mr.Cruise. The big "Q", are thespians will love you Katie?
Big Goodluck!
Californians' Same Sex Marriage
George Takei,71 (fondly known as Mr. Sulu on Star Trek, recently appeared in Heroes) plans to marry His 21-year partner in life Mr. Brad Altman, 54.
Brad was his Manager in His acting career. Takei states that they've been through thick and thin. They spend traveling together in some special places around the globe.
After the Supreme Court decision, Ellen DeGeneres comedian-host plans to marry her girlfriend Ms.Portia de Rossi.
The whole story in BBC News.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Jolie and Brad Having Twins
Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt will be having their fifth and sixth babies. Future celebrity twins!
"It's confirmed?" asked "Today" interviewer Natalie Morales.
"Yeah, yeah, we've confirmed that already," Jolie said. "Well, Jack's just confirmed it actually."
"Is that true?" Black said jokingly.
"Yeah, you did," Jolie replied.
"Sorry," Black said.
This conversation is taken from the CNN news report. To view the full story you may click this link : Jolie and BradDavid A. vs David C
Is it A or C to take the B??
Who will take the Beacon home??
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Lolit Solis Retracted
The full report is in here. GMANEWS.TV
Hmm. Who's the next in the front page?? Philippine Showbiz is quite a big feast, fresh meal, crunchy treat, and sweet past time.
Produce more good movies.. Hot issues is not the main course, it's the side dish.
Earthquake Prediction * prank
Before being the perfect obedient daughter, I have to say this. "Mom, wait for a sec. Let me check the credibility of the message *Assessment." Hola! Here it is: Inquirer.net
Hay. SMS Messages.. What's new?? To the author of the alarming sms message : Thanks for the mess..
American Idol 14th of May, 2008
Awaiting for the final night. We can never tell, who will be loved by America. Save the date for Simon, Paula and Randy last scrutinizing event for this season.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Gossip Girl
To everyone out there who were madly into GG, the latest plot is so sizzling.Check this out: Gossip Girl Blog
How can I resist GG, there's a fantastic, stumbling world out there. Beyond the expectations. Juicy taglines worth remembering. Can I be one of the Upper East Side hotty elites? How i wish!
Sweet Revenge VS. Sexy Acts.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Eye Have Fallen to Say
It may be usual to write an entry about some broken dreams, unrequited love, betrayal of a BFF, ungratified lust, and upheaval to the society. Too passe, but servely fresh in every table laid by the writer itself. Well, too old fashioned I may be, but nonetheless I would write my rants bout love.
Anyway who really cares, if I blah blah about my tiny feeling for you. Hhmm. You know what, you are different. And being the way you are, made me love you. But being the way I am, made you too familiar with me. To the extent that leaving no space for us to be in a second level. More intricate than plain old friendship.
I started longing. You've been lost.
I learned that moving on, is the best for me. You've been there needing me.
Well its been too much of a drama. And who doesn't get irritated with mushiness?
Since everything fall into place. I've fallen to say Goodbye.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Eye Hate You
Yes, I couldn't understand why panicking is a favorite response of some impulsive hot-tempered individuals. It is a devastating feeling that raises your blood pressure, increases your wrinkles, pounds your heart hard, get your head aches, increases your physical age ,while shortening your life span.
If you want to die soon, get mad everyday. Curse the world as you want. Never wake up smiling. Hate every person that crosses your way. Envy the rich, famous and pretty. And the worst, drop your faith carelessly.
Writing about these persons add lines on my forehead. I may not be affected by this unfortunate attitude, but they are not helping those persons whose emotional quotient is quite low. They are not good, or doesn't even know how to boost up ones confidence and hopes.
If you can't live your life happily, then so be it. Just don't give the merry beings the thought to live like yours. Thank You!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Eye Love You
Struggling with my age related theory of Intimacy VS. Isolation, I am in the "VS". Cannot even decide where to be siding. Maybe because the man that I am spotting is still wandering with his own insecurities. It can never be fair for me to have him, with his mind out there seeking who he is. I'd waited. And I can still wait. If you're home with me after a couple of years, then I'll be fine. If not, it can be awful at first. But time heals. And waiting is involuntary. Subconscious is doing an over time. Fairy tales were never wholly fiction.
Love had never been stupid. Lovers had never been blind. It is just that "Eye Love You" had been use at the wrong time, at the wrong place or even with the wrong person.
Eye-ing to a Dream
I am not ashamed that i only got 79.5% on my local board. I am proud of it, though it hasn't reach the 80%. The point is I passed. And I promised to myself, I will be good with my International Exams! I got a score of 539 in my CGFNS examination and a Bandscore of 7 with my IELTS. With all the blessings, I could not even rest in my Lawrence.
Euphoria is a temporary feeling for me. I still have my NCLEX Examination. Working double time is not a sacrifice, but an endearing perseverance to repay all HIS Goodness.
I Want Eyebags
Obsession number 2: Can I have hairs under my armpit? This is weird, growing into puberty without any reasons to shave, wax, or even struggle with tweezers under my armpit. During PE classes, i peep underneath my classmates undershirts everytime we change into our PE uniforms. God I see hairs from them, but how about mine? I see..nah..boring. I just don't have any. It sucks, how could this be happening? My mom and dad had it! My brothers also had plenty of it! After 22 years of wondering, my mom answered me. With all honesty. My daughter, you're an orphan. What? My heart starts to pound. Mini-tear-balls collected and started draining one by one. And now I am beginning to write a fiction beyond the reality, that I don't have hairs underneath my armpit.
To crap things simply, both of my grandmothers (father and mother side) don't have any hair underneath their armpit. Now I get it.
Simply indifferent to like the unlikable. But how can I resist? I am only human, craving beyond what I am, and what I have. Dwelling in my human instinct.